November

You used to share your inner demons with strangers and now you just talk about toning your hair, the army, and cartons of milk.

I can feel my first cavities forming, my mind slipping away from unfufilled desires, but I'm still proud I never lost myself for a make believe bullshit life.


How about that weather?
Let's not pretend.






I knew my actions would haunt me but shit can I stop suffering?

Come find me.

Dear Blog,

I miss you so much, I will return to you as soon as I get an internet connection again. I miss our late night dates spent typing out my hearts every flutter/heartbreak and the secrets that came with it.

It's a scary comfort that I wouldn't trade for anything else.

Sincerely,
Micaila

Undertow

such a perfect theme song for right now.
and holy shit were they amazing last weekend.

Permanent note to self:
never go out on the full moon,
you always know it's going to end badly.

03182011

My birthday was a packed day, I felt loved and accomplished.


For the first time my mom came with me while I got tattooed, I'm so happy we shared the experience.
I'm in love with them, my torso has never looked so good!
I also walked in my graduation ceremony (wow that sucked) and threw a pretty sick party.
Thank you to everyone that come/congratulated me/made me cards/danced with me <3

Students speak out against ideological attack on Planned Parenthood.

Oh no, it's happened again.
But this time in the most surprising way.

March 3rd already?

15 more days until I turn 23 (whoah I'm growing up)
28 more days until new roomie!
Man am I going to miss living with Rubes,
but living with Lorna Doone is going to be ah-mazing.

#5

I go to Two Birds Tattoo and they were having a customer appreciation day on their 1 year anniversary. Hello adorable $20 tattoo deals.







Tattoo #6 is scheduled for March 18th:
23rd birthday & my graduation ceremony,
big day all around.

snow days.

I have a fear of most father figures.
People who date their mothers confuse me.

let me be your brother, sister, lover, other.

haircut:

I recently discovered pencilling in my eyebrows.
We're currently having a joyous affair.

it takes some muscle.

Micaila, stop daydreaming and get your ass back to cleaning your room.

The camera bag is BACK.

I've been wearing alot of skirts and dresses lately, but if I'm taking a break from showing off my gams I'll most likely be looking like this
(just add a tumbler full of coffee)



Current obssesions:
-tuesday dress-up nights with Lorna
-making racks out of driftwood
-peppermint
-jewelry
-feta on eggs
-free .99
-cutting my hair shorter&shorter
-glimpses of sunshine
-the wild one <3

juniper

it's like church for folky folk <3
I need to see them live again.

saddleshoesforlife.

Sometimes, the best ideas come to you when you're laying around
with your friend, surrounded by all of your shit.


Other tattoo news that's more about me, less about Ashley:
Teapot is set for February 27th.
Come on tax return!

taking heart-shaped box to a whole new level.

let's not even act surprised.
what bodily function don't i find fascinating?

also i really want to start a photo blog.
hopefully by February.

Dr King.

"Well, I don't know what will happen now. We've got some difficult days ahead. But it doesn't matter with me now. Because I've been to the mountaintop. And I don't mind. Like anybody, I would like to live a long life. Longevity has its place. But I'm not concerned about that now. I just want to do God's will. And He's allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I've looked over. And I've seen the promised land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight, that we, as a people will get to the promised land. And I'm happy, tonight. I'm not worried about anything. I'm not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord."




I wish I could explain how much you have always been there for me,
and all the ways you've guided me in the right direction.
But words always seem to fail me. Don't think I'm not thankful
everyday of the monumental achievements you accomplished,
and everything you risked to do it. I will be forever grateful
of how much better you made my life, and this world.

jinxjinx

(Iet's play lost & found)

first week, so far so great.

I have so much friend love, tooth love, sexy lady love, furthering your education love, queer porn love, co-worker love, photography love,






















sheer shirt love, sexual liberation love, youyou&you not being a crazy dyke love, rubby ru love, & love for still being able to find decent humans on and off this fucking hill.






















it's time for shit to get strange.
and so good.