Every action has a reaction.
Not this time.




Can't wait to hear the news.

Fight or Flight.

Ive never feared being alone, it's just not in my nature. I wake up alone, I fall asleep alone (minus the Rubby Ru) The empty space in my bed never made me feel incomplete or sad, having company was always that much more exciting when it's sporadic.

Blame it on the only child thing but I like it all.
I like coming home and enjoying the silence, I like taking walks by myself, I even like being trapped inside my head. I don't need attention or approval to be happy, good company is a beautiful and rare thing to find. I want to enjoy it but most importantly enjoy myself.

hmmm...

Less, Less, Less.

When did women become so much work? They're exhausting.
I'm exhausted.

I miss the days of genuine friendships and people actually caring for one another. Now every things covered with liquor and lies.

Steps backwards, steps in any direction, I still feel like I'm in the same place. With you, and everyone else.



I'm sticking with nature.

Keep It Going.

Maybe someday I'll understand the obsession and why my brain is such a big fan. But I'm not all too worried about that right now.

I miss them both.

nostalgia's a bitch

(trying not to let it bog me down)
it's failing. miserably.

Rubby Ru

you.are.perfect.
never.change.

One Saturday.

last night you wanted in my bed,
and today we're not even friends.